Sunset and happy endings

Another chapter of my life has ended-and has ended unhappily. I'm starting to believe that there's no happy ever after. If there is, it didn't like me much. 
On why my marriage fails. It will be very unfair to the other side if I will explain. I guess just to be clear, no other woman nor man involved. I didn't file for divorce. He did. I strongly believe in marriage. For this reason, I plan not to marry, never again. I hope that I would still be happy someday. I hope there's really sunset and happy endings.

as told by Isay

Whenever I asked to describe myself, it was indeed a big dilemma for me! Yes it is, I really don’t know how to describe myself other than one word: Complicated…but I still don’t know how to explain why I am so complicated.....


sOmeWhere in between
(inspired by Ginger in As Told by Ginger’s theme “The Grass is greener on the other side”)


I’m neither intelligent nor stupid…just SMART
I’m neither pretty nor ugly…just CHARMING
I’m neither holy nor evil…just HUMAN
I’m neither confident nor shy…just got the ATTITUDE
I’m neither a hero nor villain…just need to be RESCUED
I’m neither affectionate nor cold…just SUBMISSIVE
I’m neither ambitious nor unmotivated…just got LUCKY
I’m neither materialistic nor contented…just BLESSED
I’m neither honest nor liar…just SINCERE
I’m neither conceited nor humble….just ME
I’m not sad nor happy…just ENJOYING
I’m neither judgmental nor self-righteous…just REALISTIC
I’m neither the snob nor friendly…just PICKY
I’m neither guilty nor not guilty…just NAIVE
I’m neither the best friend nor worst friend…just LOYAL
I’m not a fake nor TRUE…just RATIONAL
I’m neither tamed nor shrewd….just SHREWD! (lol)
I’m not selfish nor selfless…just FORGIVING

Maybe somethings there that you find irrational or doesn’t make sense but believe me, it got deeper meaning!

xxiscikedelic

AFTER SOMETIME..after so many once upon a times there will finally be, one single story that stands out. It was my story with Jeremy.

HAPPILY N'VER AFTER

My Filipino Baby

When the warships left Manila
Sailing proudly o'er the sea,
All the sailor's hearts were filled with fond regret
Looking backward to this island
Where they spent such happy hours
Making love to every pretty girl they met.

When up stepped a little sailor with his bright eyes all aglow
Sayin, "Take a look at my gal's photograph"
Then the sailors gathered round him just look upon her face
And he said, "I love my Filipino Baby."

She's my Filipino baby
She's my treasure and my pet
Her teeth are bright and pearly
And her hair is black as jet
Oh, her lips are sweet as honey