Saved.

Another near-death experience July 16, 2014 when Typhoon Glenda struck. I was caught on the road during Glenda's height.

Thank God. I lost count on how many times I was saved from nearly dying.

Sunset and happy endings

Another chapter of my life has ended-and has ended unhappily. I'm starting to believe that there's no happy ever after. If there is, it didn't like me much. 
On why my marriage fails. It will be very unfair to the other side if I will explain. I guess just to be clear, no other woman nor man involved. I didn't file for divorce. He did. I strongly believe in marriage. For this reason, I plan not to marry, never again. I hope that I would still be happy someday. I hope there's really sunset and happy endings.

undone done

i cry when i sleep

my sorrow is so stiff

no more undone

i hope i just done

i just hope

tomorrow i can be gone

and maybe i will matter

my days are done

the colors u bring

dim from daze

something cant never be

thanks for the love i will never see

Kaleidoscope World

GOOD-BYE FRANCIS M.!!!


Kaleidoscope World - Francis Magalona

So many faces, so many races
Different voices, different choices
Some are mad, while others laugh
Some live alone with no better half
Others grieve while others curse
And others mourn behind a big black hearse
Some are pure and some half-bred
Some are sober and some are wasted
Some are rich because of fate and
Some are poor with no food on their plate
Some stand out while others blend
Some are fat and stout while some are thin
Some are friends and some are foes
Some have some while some have most
Every color and every hue
Is represented by me and you
Take a slide in the slope
Take a look in the kaleidoscope
Spinnin’ round, make it twirl
In this kaleidoscope world
Some are great and some are few
Others lie while some tell the truth
Some say poems and some do sing
Others sing through their guitar strings
Some know it all while some act dumb
Let the bassline strum to the bang of the drum
Some can swim while some will sink
And some will find their minds and think
Others walk while others run
You can’t talk peace and have a gun
Some are hurt and start to cry
Don’t ask me how don’t ask me why
Some are friends and some are foes
Some have some while some have most
Every color and every hue
Is represented by me and you
Take a slide in the slope
Take a look in the kaleidoscope
Spinnin’ round, make it twirl
In this kaleidoscope world

When journey had a traffic

What is your greatest fear?

I can't really think of any. I am not afraid of anything. Is that wrong? Am I too brave? Or just too coward to accept that I am weak. Whichever. I am only human.

My right eye is impaired for almost a month now. I spent an hour for fear. Five hours for anxiousness. twenty two hours of frustration and a hundred hour of questioning. Not to mention the hours spent for crying.

What a waste of time.

If my journey ends right here..Goodbye then. see, how easy. It's easy for me to accept things.
I wish it's true.
I wish I can really do that..I wish I'm all alone and nobody loves me. I wish I don't love somebody.

Too many wishes. too many frustrations. Too many negatives.

All I'm having now is LOVE. I'm moving on because of it. I know I won't lose it.

No matter how blurred my vision is, I can perfectly see the colors he brought me.

This is only a traffic...my journey will move on...soon enough.

Not too late.